Most amazing days when your brain tells you this is it, this is the f-ing end and you get that feeling which makes your believe that you're on a set road and you can't turn right around and you're right, you can't turn right around, you can't pick things off from where you left them, because time distorts everything and things change, feeling change, people change, BUT you can stop and make a right, make two lefts and make a right again, because you're the one steering the wheel. It's most amazing feeling realizing you're the one making all these mistakes, over and over and OVER again, but here's the catch: bash your head a little then get over it. The one having the problem is ALSO the one solving the problem. Sure, it's not an easy task, I myself am in the prospect of changing myself to the better, I think, so I know, it's a bitch, but I'm not giving up. :)
Being a woman is definitely hard, mostly because what seems important today might not be half as important tomorrow. Women change their mind a lot and by that I mean A WHOLE LOT, still the most important decisions don't come to us overnight or I'd like to think that they don't.
I wanted to help make a difference, to something, someone, because I'm selfish and I wanted to make a change in that aspect. Still the only thing I do have to offer is my ear and my shoulder and it's not enough. People don't change, they adapt, but their personalities stay the same, it's also the reason why they make the same mistake numerous times.
Lately, I've had an artist crush on someone, that's like saying you see this person that inspires your talent and at the same time you're sort of interested in their persona, not sexually, but... okay so I can't explain it, it's not something I usually do. Anyway this person brought many subjects on the matter of human love and how many things could be avoided if only we cared enough and he's right, but humans forget really quickly these things when they don't exist in their everyday life and I think it's nice that he keeps reminding them to whoever reads them. Makes me remember why I chose to write this blog in the first place, to make a difference for someone.
Anyway, I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long while, I hope I do get to do it more often.
Have a great day~
